May 28, 2026

Greeting Holy People of God,

 

The Sunday of Holy Trinity brings us into the long growing season of Pentecost and ends the festive season of Easter.   Ascension celebrated the completion of Jesus return to the heavenly realm and bridging the connection between heaven and earth with Jesus giving us the gift and honor of serving on behalf of our Lord Jesus Christ in our world today.  We get to bear witness to Jesus with the grammar of grace. 

 

And we are given the power of the Holy Spirit working with us as we celebrated the Day of Pentecost last Sunday.  What a wonderful day as we gifted our Seniors, Jena Frank and Cooper Gray and our retiring missionaries, Stacy and Utpal Saha with prayer shawls, blessings and prayers.  The Holy Spirit is indeed with us, strengthening us to proclaim God’s good news of love, grace, mercy and forgiveness.

 

This week, we celebrate Holy Trinity Sunday with our Choir Cantate directed by Kevin Edens.  The harmonies coming together in the choir’s voices paired with the notes of the musical instruments and God’s word invites us into the movement of the Holy Trinity.  God is known to us through the Trinity and we are invited to the partnership of God’s love for us and this world.  Come and hear the beautiful music and the words of scripture in our worship this week as we are well prepared for the long season of Pentecost!

 

Bold Inquisitive Belief Loving Expansively,

 

Pastor Connie Spitzack

May 14th

Greeting Holy People of God,

for you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.  Colossians 3:3

Thank you for sharing your “tiny Jesus” stories with me. And yes “tiny Jesus” is a little cheesy but it does bring a smile to my face and a simple reminder of how close Jesus is to us.  And I need the reminder of Jesus’ presence especially when the strains and worries of life invade my thoughts and run rampant. 

Last Sunday when I arrived at church, to my dismay, I found two decapitated “tiny Jesuses”.  As morbid as this is, it drew my attention back to the Symbolic World podcast by Jonathan Pageau, entitled “The Glory of Losing Your Head”.  What a weird coincidence as the Holy Spirit colors in this Easter season.

In his Q&A, someone asked Pageau about the symbolism of decapitation and he shared the symbolism of Genesis 40 where we find Joseph’s prison encounter with the Pharaoh's baker and cupbearer.  It is a strange text with powerful and subtle symbolism related to the symbolism of decapitation and it’s resolution in Christ and I kind of felt like Jesus was opening the scriptures to me with a connection I had not made before.  I love it when that happens!

Genesis 40:1-23

Some time after this, the cupbearer of the king of Egypt and his baker offended their lord the king of Egypt. Pharaoh was angry with his two officers, the chief cupbearer and the chief baker, and he put them in custody in the house of the captain of the guard, in the prison where Joseph was confined. The captain of the guard charged Joseph with them, and he waited on them, and they continued for some time in custody. One night they both dreamed—the cupbearer and the baker of the king of Egypt who were confined in the prison—each his own dream and each dream with its own meaning. When Joseph came to them in the morning, he saw that they were troubled. So he asked Pharaoh’s officers, who were with him in custody in his master’s house, “Why are your faces downcast today?” They said to him, “We have had dreams, and there is no one to interpret them.” And Joseph said to them, “Do not interpretations belong to God? Please tell them to me.”

So the chief cupbearer told his dream to Joseph and said to him, “In my dream there was a vine before me, 10 and on the vine there were three branches. As soon as it budded, its blossoms came out, and the clusters ripened into grapes.

11 Pharaoh’s cup was in my hand, and I took the grapes and pressed them into Pharaoh’s cup and placed the cup in Pharaoh’s hand.”12Then Joseph said to him, “This is its interpretation: the three branches are three days;13within three days Pharaoh will lift up your head and restore you to your office, and you shall place Pharaoh’s cup in his hand, just as you used to do when you were his cupbearer. 14 But remember me when it is well with you; please do me the kindness to make mention of me to Pharaoh, and so get me out of this place. 15 For in fact I was stolen out of the land of the Hebrews, and here also I have done nothing that they should have put me into the dungeon.”

16 When the chief baker saw that the interpretation was favorable, he said to Joseph, “I also had a dream: there were three cake baskets on my head17 and in the uppermost basket there were all sorts of baked food for Pharaoh, but the birds were eating it out of the basket on my head.” 18 And Joseph answered, “This is its interpretation: the three baskets are three days; 19 within three days Pharaoh will lift up your head—from you!—and hang you on a pole (tree), and the birds will eat the flesh from you.”

 20 On the third day, which was Pharaoh’s birthday, he made a feast for all his servants and lifted up the head of the chief cupbearer and the head of the chief baker among his servants. 21 He restored the chief cupbearer to his cup bearing, and he placed the cup in Pharaoh’s hand, 22 but the chief baker he hanged, just as Joseph had interpreted to them. 23 Yet the chief cupbearer did not remember Joseph but forgot him.

 Pageau speaks of the head cupbearer and the head baker and their heads are being lifted up by the Pharoah, one to their salvation and the other to their destruction, one restored to services and one broken.  There is a strange eucharistic symbolism with the wine of the cupbearer and the bread of the baker and how will this be resolved in Christ. 

Symbolically, Pageau says that heaven sometimes appears as a raptor, as the principle of heaven coming down and picking up what is there and pulling it back up into heaven as we see with the birds as they come down and take what the person has done and lift them up in the negative sense.  The baker is hung in a tree or on a pole, symbolizing crucifixion.  When the Old Testament talks about someone being hung on a tree, it gets us to think about Jesus’ crucifixion much in the same way the Gospel of John uses the imagery of the snake on a pole being lifted up to introduce us to Jesus’ being lifted up on the cross bringing healing and salvation, like the image of the bronze snake brought healing to those bitten who looked upon it.

In the baker’s dream, birds come and eat out of the basket of bread on top of the baker’s head is a kind symbolic decapitation.  Pageau continues with decapitation in the imagery of the dream itself as sleep and dreams in some ways are an image of decapitation and so is death.  Death is the separation of the head and the body.  Lifting up the head can be the separation of the head and the body and can also be a kind of glorification.  This is not completely brought together yet in this imagery, but you see that in the case of the cupbearer, the lifting up of his head is to his glory, whereas with the baker, the lifting up of his head is to his destruction.  The separation of head and body in a manner that will lead to his destruction, just like when you go into a dream and you’re separated, the dream can be two things.  The dream can be a place where you receive a vision from God but it can also be a place where you lose yourself in chaos.  So be careful about interpreting dreams and remember how Joseph is quick to remind us that interpretation of dreams comes from God.  God can use this kind of separation of head and body to reveal something very powerful or something very clear, something like an image that is even stronger than the type of image that you can get just by paying attention to life in the everyday.  And so you get this very strange image of this relationship between these two aspects of the raising up of the head.  Then there is also the aspect of the body that is fleshy and blood that is the fluid of the body. 

Do you see the pattern here and in other places in scripture?  The book of Esther has a similar symbolism with Mordecai and Haman.  Haman who seeks to hang Mordecai on a tree, finds himself on the tree.  Haman wants to be glorified by the king and is brought to his destruction.  You might find others but what is important to notice is the manner in which Christ smashes it together.

Is Christ the baker who is lifted up and hung on the tree and crucified? Or is he the cupbearer who is lifted up in glory, in the service of the High King?  Yes, he is both at the same time.  This is the great mystery of Christianity, the transformation of the possibility of death where death becomes a form of glory as we see in Christ’s story.

Christ gives the bread and the wine, his flesh and blood.  It joins the symbolism of Abel with the symbolism of Cain.  It joins the two aspects of the story of Joseph with its head cup bearer and the head baker who are both offered together and they are both to the death and they are both to the glory. They are both to the flesh and the blood that sacrifice and brings to death, but then also the bread and the wine which is taken in nourishment.  One aspect of elevation which leads to separation of head and body in the negative way and in the other way it actually leads to glorification of the body or a participation of the body in that elevation.

The surprise of Christ is that he shows the paradox of how the way in which you encounter death can transform one into the other or can join them together in their symbolism.  I hope you are thinking about ascension where we see the head and the body going up into heaven and the body remaining below, like the idea of decapitation or lifting up the head.  In the case of ascension, the lifting up of the body and the body lifting up of the head and the body remaining below actually in some way stretches the body. In Christ’s Ascension, we can celebrate Christ as the head and we, the church, the body in a bigger, more full connection with Christ.  Christ abides with us as he pulls heaven and earth together and we get to be Christ body in the world. 

I’ve learned a lot through our tiny Jesuses this Easter season.  God is faithful.  I hope this paints a more vivid picture of Christ’s ascension and some of the scriptures being opened up anew.  If you want more and a better explanation, please see “The Symbolic World: 449 - Decapitation Symbolism: The Glory of Losing Your Head, May 8, 2026 on YouTube.

Bold Inquisitive Belief Loving Expansively,

Pastor Connie Spitzack

May 7th, 2026

GREETING HOLY PEOPLE OF GOD,

for you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. Colossians 3:3

I have enjoyed walking around the church and hiding the tiny Jesuses and even better to see our children searching for them and wondering if they should take the ones that have been taped to the door to remind us that Jesus is the door/gate and we are the gatekeeper.

I hope we know when the shepherd arrives so we can open the gate and welcome the shepherd and the sheep. I hope we can recognize Jesus laying down protecting the sheepfold from thieves and predatory animals. I hope we learn from the healed blind man of John 9, how to welcome what Jesus is doing among us.

Tiny Jesus Shows up at Keystone Communion

Not only at church do I find the tiny Jesuses, but I also get to see him on the emergency pull of my garage door and Keystone as well as resting in the bottom of my purse. At CTK, one of our kids enjoys finding and hiding them again and another went home with a pocketful and I hope he keeps hiding them to remind ourselves that our lives are hidden with Christ and how wonderful it is to discover and recognize the risen Christ in our lives. I hope you are searching and looking for Jesus to show up.

This Sunday we will hear from 1 Peter 3:13-22 and be encouraged to “always be ready to make your defense to anyone who demands from you an accounting for the hope that is in you.” (v.15b) I don’t know if anyone is demanding to know the hope that is within us but I do hope we are ready to share our hope with gentleness and respect to any who wants to hear. And I hope we practice with each other, sharing how Christ brings us hope. Not just the hope of everlasting life with Jesus as wonderful as that is but also the hope that comes with trusting the incarnation, the resurrection and the ascension of Jesus. Jesus has gone full circle so that we can fully encircle our lives with his.

Isn’t it amazing the lengths that God goes through to invite and walk with us to show us the way so that we can live the way of God. That gives me hope. This Easter season we have been given such powerful images to discover our lives hidden with Christ. Not only is Jesus the door/gate but also the good shepherd and the way, the truth and the life- the way that leads to truth and life. Jesus reminds us to not let our hearts be troubled but to believe in God and in Jesus. He tells us that he will not leave us orphaned and will give us the Spirit of truth, the Holy Spirit.

God is so faithful and generous as shown to us through Jesus and all the places he shows up. Even though we may not recognize him at first, like many of the first to witness the resurrection, Jesus continues to call our name and breathe his peace into us.

Bold Inquisitive Belief Loving

Expansively,

Pastor Connie Spitzack

April 30th, 2026

Followers of the Risen Christ,

for you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.  Colossians 3:3

 I don’t know if parents continue to teach the “Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep” prayer but it was the prayer that I grew up with.  I prayed it with my children but altered it a bit so that when we prayed it we didn’t pray about death but waking in the morning light. 

 Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray dear Lord my soul to keep.

Keep me safe all through the night

And wake me with the morning light.  Amen

 I grew up with the following version:

Now I lay me down to sleep,

I pray dear Lord my soul to keep.

If I should die before I wake,

I pray dear Lord, my soul to take

And this I ask for Jesus' sake,  Amen.

 I was very surprised to learn that both of these versions are a shortened edition to an old English prayer which goes like this:

Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John,
bless the bed that I lie on.
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I give my soul to Christ to keep.

Four corners to my bed,
four angels there a spread,
two to foot, and two to head,
and two to carry me when I'm dead.

 I go by sea, I go by land,
the Lord made me by his right hand.
If any danger comes to me,
Sweet Jesus Christ, deliver me.

He's the branch, and I'm the flower,
pray God send me a happy hour.
And if I die before I wake,
I pray that Christ my soul will take.

I can see the remnants of my childhood prayer. It is a delight to discover more to this prayer.  As a child and a parent, going to bed was most of the time a struggle.  Who wants to sleep when there is play to be had, when there is life to be lived and discovered.  We love this life and get very attached to it.  God knows that about us.  And sleep is the time of rest and restoration.  It is a time we practice death and resurrection with ascending into the new day.  I think most of us long for our death to be like falling asleep, that is if you hit the pillow and you are asleep.  And we hope to rise to new life with Christ like he did in his death and resurrection.

So parents and children pray this prayer to help transition from the activities of the day into a time of rest with the important reminder that Christ is with us, he keeps and watches over us and when we slip into the unconsciousness of sleep, we get as close to death as we can.  And so we pray for Jesus to be with us, like he was with us in his life, so he will be with us in our sleep because our lives are hidden with Christ in God.

Where are you finding and celebrating resurrection this Easter season?  Is there any prayer or place you need to revisit and look at again with new eyes and ears?  Keep looking and be surprised at how and when Jesus shows up!

 Bold Inquisitive Belief Loving Expansively,

Pastor Connie Spitzack

April 23rd, 2026

Greeting Holy People of God,

for you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God.  Colossians 3:3

I am so grateful that you are a people who contemplate the risen Christ and think about how we die metaphorically to things in our lives, discovering our lives hidden with Christ in God. 

Yvonne Page shared that on the drive home and with some of the people Yvonne lives with, she brought up the topic of resurrection.  They agreed that the resurrection indicates or denotes the validity of Christ humanity, his death on the cross and our need for an oversized death. The promise of baptism helps us sit with the burden of death with the promise of resurrection and new life with Christ. 

Yvonne also shared what she found in Colossians 3:3. It indicates, being "hidden in Christ" means a believer’s true identity, life, and security are securely concealed with God through union with Jesus. It signifies that the old sinful life has died, resulting in spiritual protection, a secure future inheritance, and a life now defined by God. 

If you are curious about resurrection and want to explore more deeply, I would suggest studying the letters of the New Testament to see how the early followers of the risen Christ tried to wrap their lives around the risen Christ.  Colossians is one place but if you are really looking for a challenge, try 1 Corinthians 15 to whet your appetite and give you more to contemplate Christ’s resurrection and what it means that our lives are hidden in Christ as we follow the risen Lord.

We have been known to use agricultural metaphors to talk about resurrection.  We are buried with Christ and we rise to new life much like the seed goes into the ground and comes forth to new life.  These 50 days of Easter, of Resurrection Celebration, we cultivate the work we have done in Lent to give blossom to the fruit that will come in the long growing season of Pentecost.  For this week we will go back to the lesson we had on the 4th Sunday of Lent to visit the healed blind man from John 9 and surround ourselves with the disciples, the Pharisees, the first audience to hear John and us as Jesus explains himself as the gate or door giving us more to think about the abundant life Jesus desires for us.  Jesus will have us wrestle with a cast of characters; shepherd, sheep, thieves, bandits, gatekeepers, strangers and even the gate.  We follow the writer’s path of misunderstanding to be invited into a deeper level of engagement as Nicodemus and the Samaritan Woman at the well encountered.  We should also include the healed blind man, who had just been kicked out of the religious community to be welcomed by Jesus.

How do shepherd and sheep have anything to do with the healing of the blind man?  What does it mean that Jesus chooses this portrait of himself when it comes to interpreting the blind man’s new found sight.  Maybe we will see anew the risen Christ and find another dimension of our lives hidden with Christ. 

Bold Inquisitive Belief Loving Expansively,

Pastor Connie Spitzack